do you ever get into one of those situations where you’re like “I need to stop hating this particular person it’s not going to get me anywhere I’m just going to grow up and move on with my life” but then they do the tiniest thing to piss you off and then you’re like “nope fuck you right off I want to throw you off a bridge”
i want to kiss you and hug you and hold you and play with your hair and sleep with you and make you laugh and stare at you and play games with you and make you win on purpose and cuddle with you at night and eat breakfast with you and then eat lunch and dinner with you and i wanna listen to music with you and cry with you and go to class with you and dual blog with you and i dont know i just want to do fucking everything with you
They are your friends. Your bros, sisters, exs, family, mother figure and pops. I know them through you. I’d never have choose them for myself. I don’t have a problem with them they are just NOT MY FRIENDS. I’m so tired of everyone being like they are my friends when they are my girlfriends friends or whatever they are to her. I’m a loner & I like being alone because that’s just who I am now.
I don’t tell them anything about my life or anything personal. I don’t see them unless I’m with her sooo no I don’t have friends.
One day you’ll see how much you really meant to me.
I don’t know why it’s so hard to see.
That all I want is you & me.
I gave things up, just like you.
I gave up cutting because you wanted me to.
It might be immature to you, but to me it was punishment.
I gave up my dream because it didn’t work to well with yours.
I have walls, you have doors.
You let me in, but I can’t just open my wall.
I am afraid to fall.. Not in love because I already have. But to fall and not have you to catch me.
I just want you & me.
Night time is the worst for me. I think of all my mistakes and how shitty everything about me is. I think of how everyone treats me and think they’re must be a good reason people use and abuse me. I must deserve it.